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Recurring Dream

by Kate Laine

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1.
I have been so bland it all feels like a long dream I had and I was stuck in idle despite how badly I wanted to fight I kept having this recurring dream that I would be driving and suddenly I couldn't see I was just waiting to crash
2.
Folding 04:02
tonight, I realized while you looked into my eyes I was alone in feeling so alone are we waving a moment dissipating or am I just folding, building a wall so you'll leave me? tonight, I realized while you were talking from behind your eyes I was alone in feeling so alone are we waving a moment dissipating or am I just folding, building a wall so you'll leave me? tonight, I realized while you looked into my eyes I was alone
3.
if you want to go, you better just set on straight if you want to know, you better just go look it in its face cause we've been spinning around in a dance we know so well and you smile all the while, and I'm in a full blown denial this is not a test if you're scared to go, well this is no time to feel safe if you're scared to know, you better just go look it in its face or the ghost you have inside, it will haunt the house you grew up in and the ghost will mourn and cry for the would have, should have, could have been this is not a test
4.
Inward Soul 06:01
You’re an inward soul you like to stay in sometimes on friday nights you like to watch movies, sometimes projected behind your eyes you don’t open up so easy no, not as smooth as the others do though you wish it so though you wish it so and nothing comes out right when you keep half of you locked inside no, no, no i don’t think you see me right oh, I am so locked there’s no need to be so serious tonight there’s no need, no need to be so serious tonight there’s no need to be so serious tonight there’s no need, no need to be so serious tonight so don’t you’re an inward soul you paint the inner walls of your mind your heavy head will beg to pour so you use your hands to make it light and maybe someone will come through your door maybe somebody can recognize oh maybe someone will come through your door do you recognize? still you say, I wish I was you I wish I was more like you are because I know when you’re amused and I see how you usually are and well, I don’t think you see me right because I keep half of me locked inside oh, no, no i don’t think you see me right oh, I am so locked there’s no need to be so serious tonight there’s no need, no need to be so serious tonight there’s no need to be so serious tonight there no need, no need to be so serious tonight there no need to be so serious oh there’s no need to be so serious oh there’s no need to be so serious oh there’s no need so don’t
5.
You said to open up and I was so reluctant you said come on, just be honest so I poured out like black ink on your white shirt, now you have to wear it and I wish it stayed where it belonged because now I have to see it too I think I said too much, oh and what I said I can’t take back but I remind myself that the truth was better than to lie because then well, what’s the point of life? but the way you looked at me, oh but the way you looked at me, oh think I broke your heart oh no, no it was so sad oh no, no ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha I tried to open up and I was so reluctant if I step out of this body I fear I will lose boundaries so I dwell in a shadowy place where all the creatures know my face and how they love when I am sad oh, no, did I just say that? what have I said, oh I digress but are we making progress? an endless loop inside my head says no, yes, yes, no, yes, yes and I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, I bleed, oh ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha you said to open up so I… ha ha ha ha I’m just kidding ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha hahaha… ha ha ha I'm just kidding ha ha ha hahaha I'm just kidding oh, I'm just kidding I wish I was kidding ah, who am I kidding?
6.
Starry Eyes 03:45
oh, starry night my starry eyes mist into my palms and I don't know why ahhh oh, starry night temporary high pretty disguise your charming light ahhh oh, starry night my starry eyes temporary high...
7.
A Denial 05:19
hoping, wishing, begging that you'll come back I've been searching tapes and old photographs to somehow have you here and I wish I could have an ounce of that fear that I used to hold but now I’m cold and all I feel is sick, sick, sick and I'm sick of it come breathe me all the life that I lack ah, well I guess I’d breathe anything if meant maybe you’d come back it’s lonely, it’s lonely, it’s lonely in this storm it’s lonely, it’s lonely here hoping, wishing, begging to be brought back I've been searching for a breath that will speak back and just to have you here would make me want to wish against death, I guess come breathe me all the life I let pass ah, I’ll breathe you all the ache that you lack ahhhhhh! it’s lonely, it’s lonely, it’s lonely in this storm it’s lonely, it’s lonely here where is my mind where is my mind where is my mind? I hide you I deny you if I love you then I'll fight you hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, ahhhhhhh hey, hey, hey I’ll bleed it out hey, hey, hey I'll cry it out hey, hey, hey I'll bleed it out hey, hey, hey I'll cry it out hey, hey, hey I’ll bleed it out hey, hey, hey we’ll make it out

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released October 20, 2017

Music & Lyrics by Kate Laine
Featuring Mario Cannamela in "Folding" & "Starry Eyes"
Recorded & Mastered by Kyle Noonan at Southtown Sound

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